unlucky day=(

dah 2 hari demam.....semalam g jupe doc....kate doc,ni demam bese jer....cme tonsils bengkak....agak kecewa bunyi nyer....sb tiroid nyer bgkak sblah kiri,tonsil punyer sblah kanan ke tngah tah....tp mmg tekak ni ase padat giler ar kn huhu
skg dh mule rse susah nk ckp.....org xphm ble ak bkk mulut....and aku snri rse beban ble nk besuare....sabau jer
mlm smlm masak bubur jer.....slera maintain,tp tekak sakit....mcm mne nk mkn......tngah hr smlm muntah2...perit nyer laa ase.....Tuhan aje y tahu.....
arini nisfu syaaban....sume org pose.....ak pulak sebok layan demam...bgn duduk bgn duduk ngadap lappy...
nk jln x bole....ase cm nk rebah jer....tp better than last night....mlm smlam tido xslesa,kaki sume kebas....kepale berat.....ngilu seluruh badan.....seksa ase nyer
bile jln g toilet,pale ase denyut2...sakit.
nk telan air liur cm ade ketul batu kasar kt tekak ni ha....Ya Allah....hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui

i noe its hurt....

beberapa minggu y lepas sy tertnya2 apa sebenarnya status hubungan kalian....masa dan keadaan telah menjarakkan kalian...kalau dlu, dunia kalian sgt indah, wpun ad byg2 malap....dan kini,setelah kau memutuskan untuk berkahwin dgn plihan mu sndiri, keadaanya sedikit goyah...semakin retak...telur merangkak ke hujung tanduk...retak semakin lebar menanti belah....semakin memecah....sakit.....ak taw korg sme2 merasakan kesakitan itu.....tak penah korg byg kn...kn3...
ak tak mharapkan sesuatu y indah...wpun jauh disudut hati.....terdetik bahawa kalian akn bersatu suatu hari nanti...semoga suma nya angan2 ku....dan kita smemang nya harus bpijak di bumi yg nyata....perkahwinan bkn dendam...percintaan bkn untuk melakukan kecurangan...soal hati,tak siapa boleh menidakkan....akur dgn kehendak org lain bkn lah jln pnyelesaian,tp kita suma tahu itu lah satu2nya laluan menutup mulut suma org...
ya!mmg....sume suara2 jahat itu dah lenyap....sakit nya kau tanggung...mulia nya engkau hatiku berkata2
kau boleh bt apa sja untuk memuaskan hati org...tp biar ak tnya....sapa pulak y menjaga hati ko selain dia....ak taw kemuliaan 2 hati ini....ak yakin cinta mereka sejati...namun ak jua seperti mereka...tak punya kuasa u suma ni

here without you

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

adinda-lah ahmad

Malam pertama sangat sempurna
Duhai adinda sungguh jelita
Selama ini hanya kau yang ku tunggu

Bukannya rahsia di antara kita
Semakin membara jiwa gelora
Selama ini hanya kau di hatiku

Tak mudah ku melupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang ku perlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Apa saja yang kau mahu
Korus
Semua untukmu oh adindaku
Dengarlah rayuan di hatiku
Sesungguhnya aku mencintaimu
Selalu di hatiku memanggil namamu
Oh adindaku oh adindaku
Semua kerana, kerna kamu

Engkaulah permata hatiku
Suluh menyinar hidupku
Yang selalu menerangi hari gelapku

Nantikan dinda yang satu
Tak akan pernah ku jemu
Semakin hari semakin ku rindu

Tak mudah ku melupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang ku perlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Kamu selalu di hatiku
Semua yang kau mahu

(Ulang korus)

Walau berjauhan
Suaramu mengakhiri penantian
Tabah mengharungi cinta
Semua dugaan Maha Esa

(Ulang korus)

SyAhJihAn?

Dah tonton drama di Slot Akasia terbaru, SyahJihan?

Saya ader terbace sket sinopsis nyer....

Mengisahkan seorang wartawan penyiasatan, Jihan yang menyamar sebagai dua individu yang berbeza hanya untuk mencungkil rahsia dari Tuan Haris yang disyaki bertanggungjawab ke atas kematian ayahnya.

Namun dilema melanda apabila dua wanita muncul dalam hidupnya dan membawa bibit-bibit percintaan sepanjang penyamarannya.

Dapatkah beliau memberkas Tuan Haris yang jahat? Lakonan Fauziah Ghous, Kamal Adli, Rizman Khuzaimi, Fiza Elite, Kartina Ayob Syah Jihan akan mula disiarkan pada 17 Mei 2010 setiap Isnin hingga Khamis. 

The GuardiaN

                    ~saba jer ak tgk org tue ni ms zaman glemer die~
Baru lepas tengok The Guardian kt mega muvie....cte nie cte lme actually around 2006...lmbt cket...better late than never right?hehe

                       ~ tgk tue ensem kn3 hehe

Cte nie seriyes best bg pminat action muvie cm ak nih....Bukan pasal Guardian y ak nk cte mlm nih cuma nyer tak tahan tgk kekacakkan Ashton Kutcher beraksi sbg pengawal pantai...pengawal pantai y ensem...jgn mrh yer my syg....wink2 hehe

tp ending die...berlaku ketidaksanggupan disitu....klo nk tw tpkse laa download sniri hehe

~gRaDuaTiOn~

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever


lirik lagu nih sgt bermakna bt sy...

Nak ucapkan tahniah kpd sume kawan2 seperjuangan krn masing2 telah bjye mnamatkan pengajian dlm bidang diploma statistic, tp sebenarnyer pengakhiran inilah permulaan hidup kita yang baru.
Semoga kite terus bjaya dlm stiap lapangan y kita ceburi dan semoga kita akan terus bersemangat utk menghadapi2 cabaran hidup sebenar pd ms akn dtg....chaiyyok!!!

The 21st May of 2010

What day is today?
Today is Friday.
Today is the day.
The day you have to see the doc.

Arini sepatutnye sy jumpe doc,tapi rsa malas sgt sebab asal smp hospital jer mesti gaduh ng doc.Malu laa ng brader kaunter and nurse2 y baik ati tuh
Akak sorg tu dh ciap ugut lak lpas ni nk pass kt doc y lg garang dr y sblm nih. Wo!!! sume org dh taw npk nyer
aduhhh!!!
sakit ni pon pelik cket... asik demam jer....tencen betol laa
tkejut sket demam,tp tak truk,tp sll
letey wo!
doc,saya dh xtaw nk ckp ape laa
sy susah nk mkn ubt,bkn sy tanak huhu
sy hrp sy lege wpun xmkn ubt dlm tmpoh 2 tahun huhu

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love

Answer this if you are a true friends of me

Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once, but I forgot.

So tell me now and tell me true,

So I can say, I am here for you.

Of all the friends I've ever met,

You're the one I won't forget.

And if I die before you do,

I'll go to Heaven

And wait for you.

DON’T

Don’t care so much for me,

I may get used to it.

Don’t come so near to me,

I may not be able to detach from it.

Don’t put so much faith in me,

I may not be able to handle it.

Don’t touch me the way u do,

I may not be able to get over it.

Don’t become a part of my life,

Coz without u, I won’t be able to live it.

Don’t make me fall for u,

I may not be able to fall out of it.

Don’t come into my life,

If u have to leave one day.

Don’t give me the hope,

That it’s forever u r gonna stay.

Coz love is an emotion

I won’t be able to hide,

When love isn’t reciprocated with love,

It hurts deep down inside.

Don’t start something

That I won’t be able to end.

Don’t make me believe

That u can be more than a friend.

Coz at the end of it all,

I don’t wanna hear u say,

That,” I’m sorry,”

“ but I never felt the same way!”

IDAK!!!

Berjaya jugak akhirnya aku siapkan blog baru aku hari nie. Harap nya kali nie aku tak lupa password lagi. Masalah betul la setiap kali nak edit tak ingat akaun mane aku gune. Tu la padah nye ble bnyk akaun sgt.

Hari nie, sehari sebelum majlis konvokesyen aku berlangsung, aku dapat taw yang baju kebaya aku tak muat. Benci betol la... Esok majlis arini baru nak g oter. Supposedly aku amek bju tue mgu lepas,tapi disebab kan cuti sem aku kali nie tak panjang aku balik kedah la dlu kn. Tup- tup dapat taw baju aku kecik, mmg kecik ati btoii ler...haih......

Macam nak marah jer tukang jahit tue, tak taw ke die yang aku nie gemok.....TENCEN NYEEE!!!!

Tapi, mujo laa mase pegi anta pg td die jnj nak siap kan sblum pukul 1. Da laa sejak semalam lagi ak tgu die. Memang syial betul. Tanak aku uph bju kt die lg dh lpas nie. Lantak ler mike, idak ler teman bhajat lg ndak ngntor bju ke sane. IDAK!