unlucky day=(

dah 2 hari demam.....semalam g jupe doc....kate doc,ni demam bese jer....cme tonsils bengkak....agak kecewa bunyi nyer....sb tiroid nyer bgkak sblah kiri,tonsil punyer sblah kanan ke tngah tah....tp mmg tekak ni ase padat giler ar kn huhu
skg dh mule rse susah nk ckp.....org xphm ble ak bkk mulut....and aku snri rse beban ble nk besuare....sabau jer
mlm smlm masak bubur jer.....slera maintain,tp tekak sakit....mcm mne nk mkn......tngah hr smlm muntah2...perit nyer laa ase.....Tuhan aje y tahu.....
arini nisfu syaaban....sume org pose.....ak pulak sebok layan demam...bgn duduk bgn duduk ngadap lappy...
nk jln x bole....ase cm nk rebah jer....tp better than last night....mlm smlam tido xslesa,kaki sume kebas....kepale berat.....ngilu seluruh badan.....seksa ase nyer
bile jln g toilet,pale ase denyut2...sakit.
nk telan air liur cm ade ketul batu kasar kt tekak ni ha....Ya Allah....hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui

i noe its hurt....

beberapa minggu y lepas sy tertnya2 apa sebenarnya status hubungan kalian....masa dan keadaan telah menjarakkan kalian...kalau dlu, dunia kalian sgt indah, wpun ad byg2 malap....dan kini,setelah kau memutuskan untuk berkahwin dgn plihan mu sndiri, keadaanya sedikit goyah...semakin retak...telur merangkak ke hujung tanduk...retak semakin lebar menanti belah....semakin memecah....sakit.....ak taw korg sme2 merasakan kesakitan itu.....tak penah korg byg kn...kn3...
ak tak mharapkan sesuatu y indah...wpun jauh disudut hati.....terdetik bahawa kalian akn bersatu suatu hari nanti...semoga suma nya angan2 ku....dan kita smemang nya harus bpijak di bumi yg nyata....perkahwinan bkn dendam...percintaan bkn untuk melakukan kecurangan...soal hati,tak siapa boleh menidakkan....akur dgn kehendak org lain bkn lah jln pnyelesaian,tp kita suma tahu itu lah satu2nya laluan menutup mulut suma org...
ya!mmg....sume suara2 jahat itu dah lenyap....sakit nya kau tanggung...mulia nya engkau hatiku berkata2
kau boleh bt apa sja untuk memuaskan hati org...tp biar ak tnya....sapa pulak y menjaga hati ko selain dia....ak taw kemuliaan 2 hati ini....ak yakin cinta mereka sejati...namun ak jua seperti mereka...tak punya kuasa u suma ni

here without you

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh